MYSELF yesterdae

2dae...my plan was to go swimming wit my loving family D'PHAT...!!!but i met up wit raudah first coz we plan to mit at 12...i waited under her blk but she came down at 1225...we walk to the interchange coz we had to mit fadz at 1230...but we reached at 1245 and juz in time fadz aso reached...so we decided to go jogging at TAM stadiam so we walked there..we sat down awhile coz it was raining but it son stopped and we jogged for 6 rounds but i jogged for 7..soon aisha came..we rest and dance...we waited 4 ayun coz he sae his mitting us at 2.30 but we waited till 3 but he still did not come so we went CS to eat coz aisha was hungry... dn i found out FRAZE was coming...that made my mood swing..dn i kolled ayun again and his sista picked up and said he was in the toilet but i heard his voice behind..that made mi more pissed off...i ate witout my mood.. dn the rest came and it started 2 rain again..dn i heard they did not want 2 go swimming but go hougang coz the B'boiz were there... that made my mood swing fm East to West...GILAR BABI SIAK...!!!!!dn we set off..i still wanted to go swimming so i walked off and i did not know y i cried.. Raudah saw the tears in my sorrowed eyes...dn aisha aso followed mi..dn i walked to the swimming pool..but i wanted to b alone juz to cry and cut myself..THE BLOOD I BLEED IS THE TEARS I CRIED but Raudah n aisha was with mi and they did not let mi swim coz it was raining...dn fadz kolled mi and ask mi to mit her at tam. MRT...after tat we walk to the interchange dn Raudah n aisha went hm..dn fadz n mi went 2 mit the rest coz they were waiting for amir and the first person i saw was FRAZE the 2 FACED guy...dn amir came after an hour..we took bus 72 to hougang to mit the B'boiz..we took the bus round n round till we reached the place...we dance alil dn lepak...amir saw my back hair was plitted and he wanted to do the same..WTF..get a life PLZ...!!!dn fraze kip on asking mi..R U OK..?R U OK..?irritating SIAK..!!!STOP it la PLZ..!!!CN U JUS SHUT UR FUCKIN MOUTH U 2 FACE MOTHER FUCKER...!!! I HATE PPL HU R 2 FACED...!!!burn in HELL u FAGGOTZ..!!! U DUN DESERVE 2 B PART OF MY LIFE...dn we pack up and walked to hougang interchange where we split up n went hm our own waes..dn otw hm..Izhan msg mi n told mi abt fraze ADMITTING that he told amir EVERYTHING.. i was not surprise to hear that..i should have known fm the start that BOTH GF N BF R 2 FACED..!!!i thought fraze was a nice guy y he still wit a GF like SHAZ but guess they r still 2gether coz they both r the same...2 FACE..!!! btw i m so not gonna APOLOGISE to shaz coz she should know the real ANTONIO... his jokes r alwaes so straight4ward..if u cnt handle it... DN JUZ FUCK OFF..!!! n 2dae...my GF was being very sarcestic againand she is pissing mi off...im tryin to b mr NICE guy but she is juz climbing on my head...I HAD ENOUGH..!!!IM GONNA STOP ALL TIS SOON..!!! sumthing that pissed mi off alot too is my MENTOR for my art fund raising project..i could not make it 2 mit her 2dae coz i was busy n she expected mi 2 raise 100 BUCKS BY TONITE...WHO THE FUCK CN DO THAT MAN..!!!WHAT..?!!SELL JUBO..?!!come on arh..USE HER BRAINS..!!! dn when i otw hm..she msg mi and tok in a very sarcestic wae..WTF SIAK..!!! like she onli got life n feelingz i dun hav like that...PLZ LA..HAVE A THOUGHT ABT OTHERPPL FEELINGS TOO..I M STARTING 2 HATE HER NW..!!! i guess 2dae was the worse dae i had in 2007..!!!and when i got hm..i got a scolding fm my mum for getting a letter fm sch saeing that i had nt been going sch for 4 daez...CN MY DAE GET ANI BETTA..?!!! lets c wats ahead for mi 2morrow...

20.01.2007