my daez

2dae.. i guess i woke up fm the right side of my bed coz everything was going smoothly for mi...!!! i was chatting wit fadz till noon dn i had a kol from my fren saeing i had to come down to bedok for my art thing...fadz was wokin 2dae so i could not ask her n my plan was to go swimming 2dae.. n guess wat..?? amir n fraze of all people wanted to go wit mi... FUCK OFF FAGGOTZ...!!! dn i took a bath changed n headed to bedok... it was so boring so i decided to go n buy cigarettes n while i was looking at wat brand to buy... the uncle asked mi for my i.c n said no use looking if im not 18 yet... dn when he saw my i.c.. he said he wanted to kiss my handz... SO LAME....!!! kiss my ass betta..wakaka... dn i headed hm but it was a long ride coz i took 28 n i drop at my secondary school so i smoke my wae hm... when reached hm.. i sat wit my brother n chat awhile dn wrote my yesterdaes blog dn on msn n guess hu was online..?? THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...!!! we chat n i ask her about her nick n she she it was about mi...!!! SHE STILL HEARTZ MI...!!! she made my dae man... dn i ask her if i were to get back wit her would she accapt mi n.... SHE SAID YES...!! OMG WAS MY EYES PLAEING TRICKZ ON MI..??!!! but im so confuse too right nw coz i feel that im forcing myself to love my girlfriend n care for her n she aso feel the same wae too... the girl i realli love is RAUDAH nw..!!! juz wish she could find sumone hu would love n care for her... i jus feel bad coz i cannot love her the wae she love me... juz wish she did not ever mit mi b4 in her life... LOVE IS A GAME NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND COZ ITS SO MYSTERIOUS... COZ AT THE END OF IT ALL.. SUMONES GONNA GET HURT REALLI BAD...guess shez the one huz gonna face that... U WIN U CRY U LOSE U ASO CRY...HAIX... THIS IS LIFE ALWAES UPZ N DOWNZ... juz wish i cn turn back time n redo my mistakes... but mistakes r mean to b made but not regreted over.... i juz wish this would get clear n everything would end soon coz im gonna break down soon...!!! wish i was single now too so i would not be in this state... there is sumone hu noez hw i feel coz she is going though the same problem nw... BTW IM MISSING THOSE HU I HEARTZ NW...!!! WISH I COULD JUZ HUG U ALL NW...!! BUT NVM MITTING U ALL 2MORROW SO IM GONNA HUG N KISS U ALL EXTRA TIGHT..!!! btw i saw izhan n iffa on tv... the rest i act i did not see... wakaka ^0^ if u noe hu im toking about...