alryt... i was so late for school 2dae n as i was juz about to leave the house for school myt parentz came home n my dad ask do i hav school 2dae n wat time school startz n after i told him the time... he scolded mi n sae i wan to school or dun wan... if dun wan go work betta.... dn i rush to the bus stop to take bus to the interchange dn take 31 to school.... as i reached school... aisha called mi n ask mi to mit her at cafe 1 n when i was juz about to go into cafe 1.. i saw her walking infront of mi so i juz followed her from behind... dn after awhile dn she realize i was behind her... wat a slow girl.... so it was lunch... the cafe would alwaes be pack so i did not sit wit aisha n her frenz coz there wasn't any space for mi so i saw my class matez n went to sit wit them as they were having lunch too.... dn atfer we ate.. we went out of school to smoke n dn went to class after take... s the weather was very cold because it was raining... my fren can of the fan summore n he sae letz all be ice man.... crazy.... dn we went for tea break before going for our next class.... after that we went to computer class to do some online test n i got 100%...!!! wow...!!! is that good or wat...?? k2 stop it vierra antonio emmanuel.... dn after i did my test i could go home n juz in time fadz called n ask were i wanted to mit her cause zal n fyk was wit her... dn i told her to mit mi at interchange... as i was walking to the bus stop to take 31... the bus was full so i had to wait for the next bus n it took a very long time to come... when it came... fadz called again n i told her i was in the bus otw alreadi.... when i reached interchange... i met them n noor n abg was there too...dn we walked to blk 148 coz ayun n izhan said thet were there.... as we were walking to the place... noor went to the mama shop to buy rokok... n guess wat...?? the mama man sae he cnt buy coz his birthdae haven pass... wat rubbish.... dn noor angry gilaR... wakaka... dn we met ayun n izhan smoke first dn went to the cc.... but i decided to go home first to get some money to eat n i only got $1.40 from my dad.... how sad is this... dn i went to mit raudah coz she aso was going to the cc for dance prac. n as usual... i waited for her at her bus stop n she was late again like she alwae does... dun she pity mi..?? k laz... she came down n we walked the the cc.... as we reached... every1 was ther alreadi... her crew n mine... RFS N D'PHAT at the same ground... cool huh..?? dn we started our own dance prac. n i tink i hurt my knee again...!!! k dn we pack up coz the aunty wantwd to close the cc alreadi n we made our wae down.... we dn shake huever was going a different wae from us n raudah finally gave mi wat she promised for a afew weeks alreadi.... a hug n a kiss....!!! n i felt that she gave it to mi wit lotz of love n care... how swit...!!! im so touched sae.... coz it was from the girl hu is the love of my life... i juz felt comfort in her arms n her kiss made my dae coz i alwaes dreamt since the dae we broke up that... sum dae... i could juz hav 1 last kiss from her.... n i juz did 2dae.... i see my happiness in her... but when cn i get that...?? i realli dunno... dn went tele park lepak like we alwaes do... dn around 1030 i went home fadz.... thatz wat happen to mi for 2dae...

[ the blood i bleed is the tears i cried]

k im very happi 2dae coz wat i pray not to happen was now all over... its my deepest secret... maybe some of u all know about it but if u dun... dn come n ask mi watz it.... n i feel like breaking up wit my girlfren sooner n sooner as daes pass by n each dae goes by... im loving raudah more....!!! wat cn i do... i cannot lie to my heart or myself animore... this is wat my heart wants it to go.... n therez nth i cn do about it... thatz all for nw... peace out...