national dae..

09.08.07....

kz i started out my dae wit a fone kol fm my ex best bitch saeing she wanna mit mi nw bt i was still in bed n had nt taken my shower yets..so i took my own sweet time to get ready as i had to mit her at tamp. n im staying at hougang nw... dn we met at big mac. n as we were sitting n toking.. a msg was send to mi by sum no. i dunno saeing her name lina n she wanz 2 mit mi at esplanade n as i was going there later in the evening to mit my new family... so i chill at TM wit aishah my sandal till 3 plus coz she had to go werk.. but we stop by watsonz first to giv my ex raudah a very big surprise coz aishah n mi had a very big fight not long ago... after we hug n kissed her.. i send aishah to her stop n i took an MRT to city hall to mit a gerl i dun even noe... as i was sitting in the train... i kolled my piggy n ask if she is coming down to mit mi n my piglet was so moody she sae she mite nt b coming n i was so sad... dn i kolled dane n he sae he coming around 5 plus..

dn as i reached city hall... it was so crowded tat i had a hard time find my wae out...soon.. i met up wit the gerl which i dun even noe or tok or met b4...dn she took mi to mit her other frenz n like her... they were all adik2... heee... it was like all the while.. i was toking n toking n toking while she juz sae 1 or 2 wordz... dn she asked mi if i was att or single so i told her i go wit the flow... dn after awhile.. her frenz asked mi y m i not toking to lina n i was juz smiling... n if im nt rong... i heard her fren kolling her ain.. so is she lina or ain..??? nvm i dun even bother... soon i got bored standing under the hot sun 4 like 2 hr plus freaking hours n lina was scaring mi coz i was so sure she wanted to hold my handz.. so i quicky hold my bag on 1 hand n put 1 more in my pocket.. as it was getting late.. i kolled dane n he sae he was otw wit my piglet n i was so happy coz piggy was coming n i cud nt wait to run fm lina... abt 630 dn they reached city hall MRT so we decided to mit at sub wae at marina bay... i tried to find my wae out 4 quite sumtime b4 i finally found the exit n i went to sub wae to mit my piggy n my sugar mummy...

when i met them... i was so tired so i took a rest awhile n they were like asking mi y im like tis n i asked dane 4 a ciggi coz i really nided 1 at tat point of time.. dn after i smoked n they bought 4 mi food.. we sat n tok y i was so tired n i took them abt the lina gerl n about me getting hit on the face by a policeman... my piglet was so angry wit mi coz i said i wanted to mit her at CCK but in the end i met wit sum random her... tat sounded so wrong man.. was it my fluat coz she sae she no mood to go..? n she was angry wit mi when i sae i wanted to come CCK to mit her..?? dn as we were eating... i foung piggy's unlock place to tickle her.. dn yan the vian boi kolled n he sae he wanted to mit us at clak quey n so do kak vin..so we wen to the bridge to watch fireworkz n piglet was so happy n excited to see the fireworkz when it started... we dn made our wae to clak quey to mit both of them but we went to 7 11 at boat quey first to buy ciggis n while we were juz about to make our wae there.. we met han n his family.. wat a small world... lucky he did nt see mi...

while we was alking to clak quey... my head spin awhile coz i guess it was because i stand or walk too much earlier... as we reached clak quey.. we sat by the stairz n waited 4 kak vin n vain... soon they came sat awhile dn we got our ass to CM n i was shock coz it was like alot of 'adik2 la'... but we had a great time wit kuma around too... but it was like they closed too early n we had to make our way back to clak quey coz kak vin wanted to buy drink again but i did nt noe wat happen...as we were otw there... boi vian was so irritating i swear to u... i can juz get into a fight wit mi at the place itself man... enough is enough man kuwi LAN... dun try 2 push ur luck too far kz coz u hav not seen my true colours yet...dn when we was passing the mac... i saw iszy n tina so i got in n sat wit them awhile n iszy join us at the bridge later on... iszy dn left after awhile n soon jaja came... we sat there till about 5 if im nt rong b4 we all headed home... so much 4 mi goin to CCK to chill wit hid n dane.. my piglet took my frenz motor hm... great man... free ride ape... dn i had to decide wer to head fm there so i followed kak vin to her place n we sat n tok wat i did nt expect us to tok about wat we did... btw tis is wat kak vin sae tat made mi shock awhile... as we came out fm the cab.. i kolled piglet n after i put down the fone kak vin wat like... I NOE U LIKE DAYAH RITE..? n i sae like hmmm... after afew secondz dn i started off wit telling kak vin about mi n my ex... about mi waiting 4 her 4 almost 1 year n dn she told mi juz not to wait 4 her animore... kak vin told mi something about gerlz which i tink i gonna kip in mind coz itz quite true...

dn i came to the part about hid... i sae i dunno if i could fall 4 dayah coz she lot of darlingz n i wanna b with sum1 who cn take care of mi real nice n cn b trusted n not plae with my feelingz coz no1 is perfect so thingz cud alwaes go rong alil... m i falling 4 u my piggy...?? hmm... no1 noes i tink.. but cn it b seen i like u..?? or isit juz pplz wild guess...?? i aso dunno... but it was fun toking to kak vin coz i noe her 4 onli 1 week n we get along pretty well i can sae..

MY FEELINGZ...

m i like missing u in the worse way or something..?? sitting rite beside u noeing tat i cn never be wit u i tink... and i dun even noe if u feel the same 2wardz mi too coz itz gonna hurt alot when u giv somebody ur full love n care n at the end of the day u find out tat they were juz making use of u... r u the 1 who was holding the key to my locked heart..?? r u the 1 who could do wat all the gerlz who were after mi could not do..?? i hope u r cause i really need someone rite now really bad... cause im losing myself soon n juz break down n never find the strength to pull myself up of fixed myself back to 1... if u feel the same wae 2wardz mi too... im alwaes gonna welcome u wit my armz wide open so u would no im really serious about u... juz felt free when i hear ur voice juz 4 a sec n itz betta when u were rite infront of mi coz ur smile n beauty juz made my heart beat skip... juz not hearing ur voice n seeing u 4 1 dae is like im missing u alreadi... guess ur the 1...

i noe u alwaes sae ur here 4 mi bro aka mummy... n i can alwaes juz buzz u if i need help or anithing n imgrateful 4 tat and but worry i will be fine n if i really need help or anithing i will so ask u alrite..?? hopr ur reading tis...

anto aka hotsuff
bleedintearsnsorrow

if i ever fall again
im gonna leave
tis part behind....
heee..